The beauty of living a dream,

I have learned over the years that the limitations that we encounter in our life are based usually on the limitations that we have created in our minds. Being able to over come life's obstacles, and pitfalls should (I wish I could say does) help us overcome the limitations in our mind.

These last 15 months have been the most incredible of my life. I have recovered the most amazing friend/brother/confidant and soul mate anyone could ever ask for. He has made this crazy time of transition bearable. It makes all the challenges that I have faced all the easier to endure, knowing that I have someone at my side, he has my back, and would face down hell itself with me.

My happiness is my own, totally my responsibility. But omg does it make a difference to have someone to lean on; when times get tough. Someone to cry with; his arms full of warmth wrap his love around me, and his love makes the tough moments, easy to bear. And the good times, are insane! To quote him, "the simplest things we do are AMAZING, because you are here." What more can a soul ask for.

Although I am still in transition, the choices that I have brought into my reality are helping me to create an AMAZING future for my life. Here I am writing, what I should be doing is my English homework, I have a paper due tomorrow and I have not even started it. hehehehe… But all of this is just floating in my head, had to write it down.

I am grateful to the universe for having loved me enough to bring this beautiful person back into my life. For having loved me enough to have given me the most amazing son. And a beautiful life that at times seems like it should be a script to some Ashley Judd movie. I am grateful for the lessons and the people in my life. I am lucky enough to be surrounded by amazing people who constantly surprise me with their love, compassion and understanding. And of course, care enough to read this... heheheh :)

What is awareness?

This is something I have been working at for quite a while. Awareness, to live intentionally. Even when the unexpected happens.. Do not panic.. Take in a deep breath, and open your mind to the universe.. and act deliberately... Live conciously... Accept, and understand the choices we make.. Live... vivaciously.. and with deliberate intent...



So much has changed in my life.. I am trully blessed to have wonderful friends... I have had a myriad of Fantastic men in my life... Even the ones that didn't work out.. were still wonderful people. Who taught me a great deal about life, and living.. For all of them I am greateful. The miracles in my life, the dream I get to live every day. The time I have been given with the one and only true love of my life. My fantastic child, who makes me crazy at time, but he is my strength, the source of my motivation.


I am greateful for all I have, all the gifts that have been sent my way. And the ability to be aware of all that I am greatful for.